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Fuck blog whats up. So i moved out and life is real. I have a job and i pay for shit like laundry detergent andtoilet paper. Ive come to realize a lot. Fuck everyone who thinks i can be a million places at oncebecause i cant. Come see me and stop bitching. Number 2 all boys are shit stains so im done. Im donebeing upset and im done trying to hard. fuck off. fuck people walking all over me all the time. number 3 life rules party hard and stay cool. i just punched nate in the face and i hope i rebroke his nose. also i hate cucumbers and the yellow part of eggs. the friends i have that love me are great other ones can go suck a dick i hate your guts. getting these mosquito bites were not worth it at all. figure out what you want in life and go for it. doont string people along for the ride. kates in seatle james is in alanta and sams in tyworld and im left with a couple great people. this is me being a hermet and not leaving my room anymore. goodnight.

I feel like im not good enough for anyone. I feel like i will never be good enough for anyone. I will always be one step below and its driving me crazy. I move out on friday. Im scared. Fuck im scared. Im going to miss my house, im never going to sleep in that room again. ive slept there since i was 4. Im never going to walk downstairs to my dad flipping pancakes. Growing up. Fuck. Its what i need, i need a change of pase. Im tired, my parents rule. Everyone stop whinnying that i havent been hanging out and come hang out with me. Actually, everyone needs to leave me the fuck alone. FUCK.

I am terrified.

whats been going on..

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Safe Tonight

Today ruled. My WATU boys rule and i love them all very much. Wish josh would have come down, pretty worried about him actually. Called Trevor and it was really nice to talk to him, miss him a ton. Really wish he would come down and visit soon but I don't think thats going to happen. I have a lot of homework to do and no time to do it. Its just these stupid silly things that keep going through my head and i really just wish i could feel like that again. Also just really tired of meeting a ton of douche bags all the time. I just want to be happy, but i am happy, just not that kind of happy. Makes sense right? RIGHT!

Sometimes I say things I dont mean
and sometimes I can be a really shitty person.

Silly Girl

This is silly. Everything's silly. You're silly. I'm silly. My friends are silly. My parents are silly. Work is silly. The internet is silly. The weather is silly. Playing games is silly.

But really, this is really silly.

Every Everything

BOOYAH! Today ruledd Lunch crew and crabs at Tim and Linseys with a bunch of friends. Cliffs tomorrow!? Golden West Thursday after the show. CCAS Friday, Sum 41 saturday, Cursive Sunday. Shits real.

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