Loosing Streak

And to think I had trust issues before. I am at a new level of insanity, a level at which I didn't know was possible to obtain. Bite my tongue even though you never did that for me. You have single handedly and successfully turned my drama free life upside down. You did something friends don't do and then lied about it to me. No sense of loyalty and no respect towards me. I will not talk shit because thats not my style. I just need everyone to understand why I'm so sad lately and leaving my house doesn't sound like fun, its because I feel like I might let other people like her into my life. But Savannah sounds like the perfect town for me. A fountain of beers, four square till the sun rises and holding hands running through sprinklers. People who keep up and people who don't ever get tired and people who are always there. Maybe its the solid click thing that has me or maybe its the boys southern charm or I think its this dog named Bessie who falls asleep perfectly aligned with me and this dog Lucy who chases what ever I throw her way. I should blame myself for this fall of events, I forgive and forget to easily and I couldn't say no to you. You're the problem too and I know I don't have it the worst, head up and grow up. Courtesy and reflex.