Down On Today

Its weird how stuff fizzles out. I guess this didn't really fizzle it just stopped but I'm not really upset or angry because it kinda just happened. I'm sure it was never supposed to work out in the first place. I've been trying to write on this thing for a while but by the time I've finished I've just held down the backspace button and went to sleep. I got a new job at the Golden West. I am a lot more happy with that aspect in my life. Working with people you have stuff in common with and actually making money is much more pleasurable. I want to do more falls stuff and i want to perfect a pumpkin seed recipe. I'm currently in class, I cant pay attention per usual and I feel like I'm going to throw up because my anxiety is so bad.