Nip It In The Bud

I feel like I'm wasting away. Pinch me so I can feel something actually while you're at it punch some sense into me and kick me in line. Lately I've been good at nothing but being pathetic and bribing myself to get my shit together. I dwell on the fact that I always end up second best in everyone agenda when even I put myself second best in my own agenda. Someone needs to motivate me and that person has to be me.